gothic_violin ([info]gothic_violin) wrote,
@ 2008-09-03 11:41:00
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Today, I am walking around witha wonderful air of awakening and lightness.  I always hold things that I want to be at arms' length, for fear of being "found out a fraud". But today was a "Eureka" moment down the road, in a quiet fashion.  I damn well don't believe it.  But I do.  Hoorrahh with bells on!

Another part ker-chings into laying foundations for who I be.  Marvellous. *dusts off hands and gets on with things*

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[info]gigib
2008-09-03 01:19 pm UTC (link)
Huzzah! Well done!

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[info]gothic_violin
2008-09-03 02:44 pm UTC (link)
Thank you1 Lots more of working out who I am, I've been feel very footless and irked, at lack of mind and drive, and this one doesn't really apply to helping change things. But it was a damn nice realisation. More solid than the usual character eurekas I have. :)

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[info]chaoscowboy
2008-09-03 03:09 pm UTC (link)
I think a big step is self acceptance, then self regard follows. I'm slowly getting to the self acceptance stage.

Well done you.

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[info]gothic_violin
2008-09-03 03:41 pm UTC (link)
My psych friend up here will be very pleased. People will probably giggle, at my reticence, but it was realising I could REALLY call myself a witch. I was a bit hesitant, even though, I'd worked at Treadwells, but the lightening bolt remarked that no need to cross the t's and dot the i's, as a lot of the thinking and stuff I do, is in the vein of caring/witching. Sort of animistic pantheism, Hedgewitch, with dashes of (Pagan), Heathen, Nature and psychic, empath. GOsh, I do reel on don't I.

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[info]gothic_violin
2008-09-03 03:42 pm UTC (link)
Sorry, Psych friend as in Pscyhology, who is being my mentor of "Oh f**k it guide to things that try and obstacle you in life.

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[info]chaoscowboy
2008-09-03 03:47 pm UTC (link)
Oh I saw 'psych' and got the point ok.

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[info]gothic_violin
2008-09-03 03:53 pm UTC (link)
That wa sme thinking - wil that be read as ology or psyhic - bit of both maybe! More on my part than assuming on yours! Honest, Guv! :)

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[info]chaoscowboy
2008-09-03 04:07 pm UTC (link)
Oh a bit of the old Ockham's wotsit there, a psychologist seemed more likely to applaud you for self actualisation than a psychic.

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[info]chaoscowboy
2008-09-03 03:46 pm UTC (link)
Oh yeah, its all so easy to flounder around with bits of diasconnected part formed ideas, then suddenly things fall into place.

You should do some sort of grand working to give thanks for the realisation.

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[info]gothic_violin
2008-09-03 03:52 pm UTC (link)
Well, more that I wanted to call msyelf that, but with all these books around blah etc, I didn't feel I could. But then again, at Treadwels, I would have long conversations, and people assuming I knew way more stuff, but then I am apt to ponder and discourse on ideas offered/thrown into the pond. It was nice, but I felt like a fraud. My main thing then was folk lore, and some herbs, but I think with everything considered, yes, I am witch.

Oh , yes, they always get good wine and cake around May the !st and Samhain. Ought to do the other festivals, but actually yes, a thank you would be good. And I'd been getting this urge to buy them a big bunch of dark red flowers. :)

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[info]chaoscowboy
2008-09-03 04:05 pm UTC (link)
I had trouble call myself an Artist for years, but given the quality of my work, the amount of self tuition and personal growth I've done since art school, my love for the subject matter, and the small matter of people wanting to buy my paintings, I can apply that to myself. I AM AN ARTIST!

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[info]sollersuk
2008-09-03 06:33 pm UTC (link)
That is good. That is very good. Keep up the good work!

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[info]gothic_violin
2008-09-03 07:41 pm UTC (link)
I'll try. Thank you!

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[info]painted_bird
2008-09-03 09:14 pm UTC (link)
:)

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[info]gothic_violin
2008-09-04 09:02 am UTC (link)
Absolutely. :) How's your new digs in Archway?xxx

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